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First Mennonite Church Genesis 3, NRSV Instead, the conversation between the serpent and Eve is one of truth-telling and seeking clarity. The serpent questions Adam and Eve about what God has told them about the forbidden tree. The woman responds, expressing that she does not want to touch the tree for fear of death. The serpent clarifies that this is false information. They will not die, per say, rather they will become like God instead. The “wrongdoing” in the text is often stated as Eve wanting to be like God, knowing good and evil, which seems to be a rather harmless and good-natured sort of desire. Almost a compliment to the divine. The serpent poses the idea that God is holding something back, some truth, from them. That God is self-serving, wanting to keep humans from becoming like God. And so the serpent presents a variety of options to Eve about what is the truth in this situation. Will she die if she eats from the tree? Will she live? Will she have superior knowledge? Are there other unknown benefits if she touches the tree? The serpent asks for clarity God’s words and asks about truth. She hears this question, surveys her options and she chooses to act. She eats from the tree. She desires immediate wisdom, knowing good and evil. Immediate gratification. And so her wrongdoing, perhaps, is not so much wanting to be like God, but rather how she goes about gaining wisdom. She uses personal freedom and agency to break away from the covenantal bond she has with God to make her own decision. A decision based upon a series of questions and wonderings from a serpent. Much of this creation account is reduced, then, to a question of wisdom, discernment, and understanding personal choice as part of the larger whole. It is also a story of humility and yieldedness, of understanding that the view from within the garden looking at one tree is far different from understanding the forest. It is bringing together local and global, personal and communal, individual and corporate identities. It is a question of my choice becoming part of the choice. Just as Eve was presented with multiple options of where to place her trust, this is the “original sin” that we still encounter. The multiplicity of options for allegiance pulls us everyday. We are constantly barraged with where to locate our time, resources, energies, priorities, loyalties... our decision about what is truth and what we believe. It is the “original sin” question posed in today as there are honest serpents all around us simply presenting us with multiple options of truth-telling. A recent article in the New York Times, “Too Many Choices: A Problem That Can Paralyze”, writes that, “although it has long been the common wisdom in our country that there is no such thing as too many choices, as psychologists and economists study the issue, they are concluding that an overload of options may actually paralyze people or push them into decisions that are against their own best interest. “ A famous jam study was conducted in a California gourmet market when a group of researchers set up a booth of samples of jams. Every few hours, they switched from offering a selection of 24 jams to a group of six jams. On average, customers tasted two jams, regardless of the size of the assortment, and each one received a coupon good for a $1 jam purchase. Sixty percent of customers were drawn to the large assortment, while only 40 percent stopped by the small one. But 30 percent of the people who had sampled from the small assortment decided to buy jam, while only 3 percent of those confronted with the two dozen jams purchased a jar. The study “raised the hypothesis that the presence of choice might be
appealing as a theory,” the Columbia University research concluded, “but in
reality, people might find more and more choice to actually be debilitating.”
The article continues to point out that navigating choices, from which of the
50 cereals we will choose, to what college to attend, to what we do on Sunday to
which cable package to go with can paralyze us without a conscious decision
about what information we subscribe to, the type of expertise we listen to, and
how much importance and priority we give to our choices. We tend to overestimate the joy that we’ll get from buying widgets, winning prizes…even the elusive desire to be like God. “Can you have too many choices?” states that “this is only half of our complex disposition. The other half is our enormous capacity for happiness, even in the absence of such things. The surprise isn’t how often we make bad choices; the surprise is how seldom they defeat us.” A case in point is my haircut on Friday. I purely go to my stylist because he
makes decisions about my hair, and I do not want to make decisions about my
hair. I sat down in the chair, and this was our conversation verbatim: If I am honest, though, there was a moment of doubt, though. There was no discussion of how short he was going to cut it, what the layers were going to look like, whether or not he was going to cut bangs or a mohawk or a mullet. And what allowed me to sit in the chair and have him lob off 5 inches was a resilience that said, “I am okay with this decision. Hair grows back. My decision is enough.” I trusted the information he provided me, his expertise as a hairdresser and my own level of priority over how my hair looked at the end. It was an informed decision, even though I said little in our interchange. And so what does it mean to be informed choosers or even informed nonchoosers in our postmodern world, the garden of Eden, First Mennonite Church, our families, relationships, even within ourselves? How are we deciding? Who do we hold as trusted informants? Where do we find
expertise? What is important and of priority? On Friday night, we heard Madeline Albright and Condelezza Rice speak at DU’s
Korbel School of International Studies’s fundraiser, and Condelezza stated that
we harvest good results from the decisions made before us, some good, some bad,
and that many of these decisions at the time must have a spirit of unfailing
optimism in order to see their potential progress. I’m not sure that Eve’s decision can be reduced to a “bad decision”. She chose based on the information presented to her from a so called expert who claimed to “know” God and a priority for her to “be like God”. It could be just as easily called a “wise decision”. What is clear, however, is her waffling nature of trust in the Genesis narrative. And this is the waffling nature of trust that we wrestle with as a condition of humanity. Waffling or displaced locations of trust are perhaps what can really influence us the most in making poor decisions. What is clear is our location of trust in God’s goodness for us, God’s deep
desire for our wellness and wholeness, God’s interest in our benefit, God’s
infinite love and grace, God’s expansiveness is our guide. Our guide in
information, expertise and importance. It is God’s nature that is the harvester of our good, bad and in between
decisions. Even our nondecisions. While I do not know what will decide (and even what we will decide not to decide about), I am confident of the nature of God that is among us challenging us to be wise, thoughtful and discerning stewards. Harlan Unrau is composing a history of First Mennonite Church for the Global Anabaptist Mennonite Encyclopedia Online , and as I read over our history I see many, many decisions we have made. For this is not the first time in our history that we have asked questions of multiple worship services or master plans for the building or budget requests. Some decisions we may say were good, bad or in between, but I do see a community that consistently asked the question: “What is God’s movement among us and how do we enter into this movement?” We are harvesting today the results of decisions that were made in our past, and our challenge is to know how to follow God’s movement into new decisions that break ground and plant seeds for the future harvest of FMC. This requires love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, happiness, gentleness and self-control to be our guides. The nature of God among us. That movement of God which we trust in one another and in ourselves. And this is what informs us, is our expertise and is most important.
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